Expectations

Diving in sounds pretty nice

falling in sounds even better

thats the difference between

me and these people

who call themselves artists

I suppose it's filthy

how independent I am

watching people watch me

watching the people who ask me questions

watching the people who expect...

goddamn, they just expect everything

don't they?

If I could wash expectations

like the way I wash my hands

I believe I would be in a floating boat

not this capsized vessel

Expectations like sharp blades

no, rusty blades

strike into my thoughts

into my daily habits and routines

Expectations are a dangerous

game to play around with

if you begin to find yourself

falling or diving in